Recently I just went for my first Mammogram.. Staying faithful and knowing everything will be ok. I waited for the results The call came when I was doing my favorite thing looking for books! All I heard was redo, density, your nest appointment will be in 2 weeks.
My heart starts beating and I am asking, What does Density mean? Should I be worried? No, the nurse says! I was fine with the possible call back to redo the test, I however was not with the terms that were used. Now I wait, one day, two days, a week and another week. Tuesday October 27th,15 arrives...reminding my self its going to be ok, no problem I have been through so much this is just another trial to make me stronger.
Ms. Ross, I stand and head back. Taken into the room to change and secure my purse and clothes..I wait to be called. Vicky calls me into her office. She asked for me to sit down. She tells me that they called me back to recheck my left breast, as she saying this... To myself I am starting to feel a strong wave of anxiety start to rise... I take a deep breath... I asked why? She tells me that there is an area of Nodules... could be normal for me,to rule anything out they want additioenal pictures. I start to tear up, I know that I will be OK and even if I am not I will praise my FATHER, because I am fearfully and wonderfully made.
Go into the room and proceed with the two additional pictures needed. Vicky tells me she has to put more pressure to get a better view, I wince in pain... Take a deep breath, and breath!!! A few minutes later.. We were done!!!
Vicky ask for me to wait as she gets these checked... Within 5 minutes she comes back and says I am all clear... It was nothing.
I praise GOD for that... But in that fleeting moment... There could have been.
I don't say that lightly because though I do not have anything to worry about, I began to pray and think about ALL who have been effected by breast cancer and all cancer. It has imprinted on my heart and in my spirit to daily intercede for a world ravaged by this disease.
My journey forward will be forever different in this life... In a moment... In a blink of an eye... LIFE CAN BE CHANGED!
To everyone who reads and shares this with anyone with cancer... You have someone who is praying for you and is sending you hugs of comfort and plenty of love to go forth on your journey.
With a humbled and thankful heart...
Tina
