Good morning on this 17th day of August! It has been some time since I have shared anything and though this may not be read but anyone and then again it may be read by many this will be a a rambling for sure.
My last post was in February...Life has been busy, new opportunities, lost opportunities..friends lost, daily stresses of life...BUT always staying faithful because that is all I know. I know that MY FATHER will come through, because HE always does.
This morning I had a very hard time waking up and I haven't been feeling well and I am worried about my husband who has been going through so much physically 3 years ago he injured his back and has seen doctor after doctor and no answers and no conclusions as to what has been going on. We recently just found out his back is fine and that through the findings of an Ultrasound he found out he has a Peiumbilical Hernia....so Praise...we have an answer...with knowing this brings peace, but now financially we have not met our deductable so we need to pay out of pocket...and that is money we don't have.
I believe that GOD will provide because HE always does, believing and standing on all HIS promises, I see my husband who is not feeling encouraged and is truly beyond a place of being encouraged and I understand that, and it breaks my heart because I don't like seeing him hurt physically, emotionally and spiritually but all I can do is pray and trust and continue to be there for him.
August 8th marked the 3 year anniversary since my Hysterectomy and WOW...3 years..to say be overjoyed over this is a complete under statement....My life was given back to me and I don't take it for granted..each day is a new day that I don't suffer, I am no longer home bound due to years of hemorraging saved from Uterine cancer...I am able to be free to be me finally and I am so THANKFUL!!
Life certainly isn't easy but when your a child of GOD...it makes each day brighter...because at the end of the day no matter how I failed, no matter how in the flesh I was in ...That I did not walk in the fruit of the Spirit...I can go before the the throne of grace and seek my Father's face and repent of my sin's and HE is faithful and just to forgive me.
Today well its a new day and though it started very emotional as I sit here and ramble, the blue cloud is lifting and this day as of right now...has started.
Be blessed my friends, remember we walk by faith, not by sight!!
Tina
