LIFE

Good morning on this 17th day of August! It has been some time since I have shared anything and though this may not be read but anyone and then again it may be read by many this will be a a rambling for sure.
My last post was in February...Life has been busy, new opportunities, lost opportunities..friends lost, daily stresses of life...BUT always staying faithful because that is all I know. I know that MY FATHER will come through, because HE always does.
This morning I had a very hard time waking up and I haven't been feeling well and I am worried about my husband who has been going through so much physically 3 years ago he injured his back and has seen doctor after doctor and no answers and no conclusions as to what has been going on. We recently just found out his back is fine and that through the findings of an Ultrasound he found out he has a Peiumbilical Hernia....so Praise...we have an answer...with knowing this brings peace, but now financially we have not met our deductable so we need to pay out of pocket...and that is money we don't have. 

I believe that GOD will provide because HE always does, believing and standing on all HIS promises, I see my husband who is not feeling encouraged and is truly beyond a place of being encouraged and I understand that, and it breaks my heart because I don't like seeing him hurt physically, emotionally and spiritually but all I can do is pray and trust and continue to be there for him.

 August 8th marked the 3 year anniversary since my Hysterectomy and WOW...3 years..to say be overjoyed over this is a complete under statement....My life was given back to me and I don't take it for granted..each day is a new day that I don't suffer, I am no longer home bound due to years of hemorraging saved from Uterine cancer...I am able to be free to be me finally and I am so THANKFUL!! 

Life certainly isn't easy but when your a child of GOD...it makes each day brighter...because at the end of the day no matter how I failed, no matter how in the flesh I was in ...That I did not walk in the fruit of the Spirit...I can go before the the throne of grace and seek my Father's face and repent of my sin's and HE is faithful and just to forgive me. 

Today well its a new day and though it started very emotional as I sit here and ramble, the blue cloud is lifting and this day as of right now...has started.

Be blessed my friends, remember we walk by faith, not by sight!! 
Tina  

Seeking GOD

                 Since before the end of 2015 I have been on a journey of studying, seeking THE WORD. What I realized as the new year approached I wanted a deeper,spirit filled life,one full of ALL GOD had for me. I prayed and waited to be led in the right direction...and it just so happened I was organizing my books and I found A Hunger For GOD...by John Piper. It is not very long but wow it is powerful and stirred a fire in me for more. 
Next I was led to read the The Spirit Filled Life by Charles Stanley...I have more page markers in this book then any other I have read and let me tell you why. This book is filled with so much on  Holy Spirit, it was also a right now word for me as I continue on this journey of seeking and hungering for more of GOD.
I have read two books in this journey so far and In The Spirit Filled Life Charles Stanley recommended reading R.A. The HOLY SPIRIT Who HE is and What HE Does, I got it and I am still reading that one along with another book The Gifts of the Spirit by Derek Prince.
Last night I started Jesus  90 Days With The One and Only....I have loved the LORD for over 20 years now and I can tell you I am truly fully 100% in love with ALL 3, FATHER,SON and HOLY SPIRIT!

If it was not for GOD giving us JESUS...we would not have the HOLY SPIRIT....as I am reading and studying the WORD ....the TRINITY defines the importance of why a relationship with ALL three are so important...with that knowledge the WORD becomes even more alive, we have been given the greatest honor as the children of GOD to have an amazing, loving FATHER and HE ask nothing of us but gives us free will to choose if we will accept HIM. 

I don't write this to boast but simply to share I LOVE the TRINITY, and I am excited to see where my journey will lead and all GOD will reveal to me.
Matthew 7:7 -8
"Ask, and it will be given to you;seek and you will find;knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who ask receives, and he who seeks finds and to him who knocks it will be opened.

I am a daughter of the KING, and I love HIM!!! 
Tina