Needing To Be Refilled

Over the pass few days I have been dealing with an emptiness that has me fighting a very strong emotional battle. As an encourager I am there for others to every capacity I can be. What happens when the encourager herself or himself gets depleted? It is what I am going through, you feel empty. I know GOD is always with ME and leaning on HIM is daily for me, I am relational and not having a close relationship to anyone where I can turn to be refilled, well its disheartening. 
Over the past couple of years I have been hurt, pushed away from those I thought were friends. Getting close to anyone to be honest has me guarded  I don't want to go through all the pain again. Yet I know I need someone who can be a mentor, a supporter and an encourager. 
I am married and my husband is my best friend and I am thankful for him, I can go to him with pretty much everything but there are those times when he is unable to fill  that need and right now that is where I am. 

Being in the dessert is not a place I like to be, it has been sometime since I have been here....I am seeking to be filled to overflowing.....Fill me LORD!!!! 

Matthew 7:7 
Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.

Be blessed,
Tina